No one can tell you where you alone must go
There's no telling what you find there
And, God, I know the fear that eats away at your bones
It's screaming every step, "Just stay here?

If you find your fists are raw and red from beating yourself down
If your legs have given out under the weight
If you find you've been settling for a world of gray
So you wouldn't have to face down your own hate

If no one will listen, if you decide to speak

If no one's left standing after the bombs explode

If no one wants to look at you, for what you really are

I will be here still

Yes, life's so unkind..

and every thought that this has to happen to you, makes mi feel like tearing..

but you..

please please please..

be strong, be brave..

embrace whadever is coming along..

you know i'll be here.. always..~

Had my first recital training at oschool today..

Learnt alot of choreo..

my head almost burst..

hahahaha..

but its good..

push myself to remember better and faster.. =)

although i'll still miss steps here and there luh.. =p

Anyway..the people in my item are reallie nice and friendly..

*phew*

heheheh..

and they are all like so much more experienced than i am luh..

got so much to learn from them.. WEE! =))

Went down to MS before catching "I love you Beth Cooper" with shunnnie alton vivian shan and veron..

Was extremely excited about the show..

heard reviews about how great it is..

but after catching it.. i thought it was rather disappointing..

not much of a story line.. nothing fantastic..

though Hayden Panettiere was extrememly awesome! =))

projects have been taking a toll on all of us..

i seriously hope it ends real soon.. urgh.. =(

Went sentosa for some sunbathing session with darling jojo..

it's extremely pleasant to enjoy the morning sun while listening to my favorite songs.. and reading my favorite book =))))

Danced from 2-10 after that..

with a 3 hour break in between luh of course..

hahahaha..

Khye is gg to serve the country this coming monday..

Shaved hair and geeky specs..

*salutes* EXTREME DOPENESS!

hahahaha.. =pp

ALL THE BESTTT 'CHERRR! =DD

DWZ showcase was funn!

Combined lesson with class B, and everyone was awesome =))

"Al-Hussein, who was arrested in July for wearing pants deemed too tight and a blouse considered too sheer..."

<http://cnnwire.blogs.cnn.com/2009/09/07/sudanese-woman-escapes-lashes-faces-fine>

Maybe no one told you there is strength in your tears

And so you fight to keep from pouring out

But what if you unlock the gate that keeps your secret soul

Do you think that there's enough you might drown?

If no one will listen, if you decide to speak

If no one's left standing after the bombs explode

If no one wants to look at you, for what you really are

I will be here still

No one can tell you where you alone must go

There's no telling what you find there

And, God, I know the fear that eats away at your bones

It's screaming every step, "Just stay here?

If you find your fists are raw and red from beating yourself down

If your legs have given out under the weight

If you find you've been settling for a world of gray

So you wouldn't have to face down your own hate

If no one will listen, if you decide to speak

If no one's left standing after the bombs explode

If no one wants to look at you, for what you really are

I will be here still

Singout 09 is finally over! =)

A very good experience i'd say..
and the most memorable competition ive had by far =)
this's the first time i invited my family and so many friends to come for my competition..
i was reallie glad to have made it into the 2nd round of top 6..and won the most charismatic performer among the 24contestants..
and most importantly.. i felt.. the satisfaction of putting up a good show..
it beats anything else.. reallie =)


i wouldnt say my performance was perfect..
my singing has alot alot to improve.. esp pitching wise when im singing and dancing..i still havent master it completely..
but i think it was definitely a break through for mi..
5 mins of opening dance.. sing&dance during round 1.. and the slow song during round 2.. all in 1 night..
was kinda afraid i wouldnt have the stamina for it at first..
but hey..i did it.. =)

zillion thanks to khye for choreographing my item! and zillion thanks to my backup dancers! you guys definitely added so much marks to my performance =)
thanks brother shunnie for intro-ing the second song pian xin to mi.. lurve itt alot.. =)
thanks friends who came down to support..
thanks everyone who gave constructive and positive comments for my performance..
lurves~

PICTURES TIME!!!

VIDEO TIME!!!

The quality is damn bad cz it was recorded via hp!
will upload the clearer version when ive received the dvd! =)

I've been enjoying every moment of dance.

Learning.. &.. Improving..

Carry on this way Evelyn!

=))

*Its not about how good you are today,
Its about how good you'll eventually be..

Heard this during MJ's memorial yesterday.






How true.
the words of his friends made mi see things in a rather different light..

all of us stay in this world for a period of time..
how long..?
we'll never know till the day comes..

so.. be happy.. make the people around us happy..
make them feel good..
give and share generously..
offer a helping hand whenever we can..
be the best at being what we are - a person..

本小姐的白马王子还没出现。。

所以现在的心是空空的。。

没有任何人的存在。。

所有的人对她而言都只是朋友。。

只是有些比另一些要好而已。。

所以请不要想太多！

Someone bought lunch to MS for mi today!

Yummy yum yum!

hehehehe.. =)

THANKS XUAN!